It be so much shit on my mental
I been waking up regretting what I've been through
On a good day I’m scared to be grateful
Too much smiling then a storm come & drench you
Too much loving then ya heart beat against you
I been sitting with some shit I can not get thru kinda hard to see the light can’t get the visual
But
Steadily walking thru the dark, ain’t that faithful?
Damn I gotta squeeze time in my schedule
They be saying “it’s the only thing that heals you”
Or reveals you.... ???
My crown nearly split
The more I breathe in the heavier it gets
Roll my trees up, I gotta take a trip
Reality won’t let me catch a grip
Lost my mother & my brother, my mind been idle since
Never thought I’d feel the guilt of surviving it.